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Recently, you've changed your attitude towards me,I know partially it's my fault that I am making you feel this way, I am really sorry. I know what i did before is irritating and wrong, but I really do wish that you would know that in my heart, i really do still care for you, I still love you and want to be there for you.

We've been through tough times, but I believe that this is another phrase in our relationship that we can pull it through.

Give me another chance. Please. I am still trying to change for the better. Trust me.

I love you.

120111 - Dedication to You~

Well, i missed the chance to post this particular dedication on 11011, was busy doing research for my typeface till i forgotten the time. Yikes! But nevertheless, i am gonna post this up.

Meeting You has been a blessing in disguise.

You are a really unique individual that brought me hope.

Be it in the aspects of work or relationship.

It is You,

that made me realized that the Power of Love do make wonders!

It is You,

that make me strive for the Best always!

If I could give the World to You,

I would do so, willingly.

For You,

are the angel in my life,

the candle that brought light into my life.

For You,

I am willing to go the distance!

Though there might be ups and downs in the long road ahead of Us,

but I will be there to hold Your hand,

and I hope that We be able to spend go through it together.

I will try to be a good boyfriend,

but if i ever do minor errors, do forgive me?

:P

Thank You for accepting me into Your life.

I Love You

我爱你

Love, CJ

Deep thoughts

Sometimes, I will ask myself, am i really meant to go through Graphic Design.
Or should i change my major into something more minor.

Being placed in class G, made me realized that, my class might be one that is in the middle of Graphic and Image, which kinda made me feel really down all of a sudden. Haiz. Just hope that it is not the case.

Without a doubt, i would be missing my classmates of 5A alot! They are a group of caring and really fun to be classmates! Thank you for accepting me into your circle for the first half of my academic year in 2010 in LASALLE. Though we are now separated and going to our separate classes, but fear not! At least, we be meeting each other during lectures and LIVE projects! Let's have a class gathering again!

Look ahead CJ! it's a brighter tomorrow.

06012011

Well the new class list is already out! am in the same class as Kartika and Terence! Class G

Not too bad acutally, kinda like the new timetable, just a minor set back would be that i am more of a morning person and would really like to have an early start and end my class early.

However, it's a new class and a new beginning. Just concentrate on the work and it will be fine. :)

PS: Nicholas and Ruth are in Class A

030111

First post of the New Year!! :)

Though it's abit late but still,

Happy New Year!

May the year of 2011,

bring each and everyone one of you,

much joy, health and wealth.

:D

Ok,

it's time to update alittle on my current doings.

Well,

i've already lived up to one of my new year resolution:

- Going clubbing. :P

Thus,

i shed my goody two shoes look on New Year's day!

Went to PLAY, with the special one and a group of friends.

However,

due to the damn tonsilitis, am not able to drink any alcholol that night.

Feels like it's a big waste to not drink in a club, but nevertheless, i did have fun.

Although,

i realized i am really not a dancing person.

:P

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Well, there's still a week left before the hectic life begins in LASALLE again.

So am gonna enjoy it as much as possible!

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Recently,

i am rekindling with some old movies.

Today, am watching Homerun.

A film directed by the famed Singaporean director, Jack Neo.

The story is talking about the hardships of a family back in the days just after the Independance.

Well, honestly speaking, the movie is really touching

but i did not teared up or anything unlike the movie, I am not Stupid.

However,

while listening to the theme song of the movie:

拥有

by Xu Mei Xian

My tears formed instantly and it came down real fast.

Songs that were sung by Xu Mei Xian,

never failed to make me teared up,

more over, feeling amazed at the voice of this lady!

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Well, that's all for now.

Till then, take care.

21122010

Well nothing much to do during my break except to clear my room alittle and chit chat. However, i think i manage to break a new record as of today!

I am finishing Avatar: The Last Airblender cartoon series all in one day! :)

20122010

This song has been playing in my head for a long, really long, time. Since 2002, when I'm not Stupid is premiered on the shores of Malaysia.

To cut things short, this movie is, basically, talking about how Singaporean kids struggle to meet their parents' expectation, be it obedience or studies. This is also the first film where Shawn Lee and Joshua Ang were discovered to be future artistes. Well, let's get back to the song.

This song was sung by 許美嫻.

Titled, 內疚.

It is actually a really short song that was played when Guo Ping's mum, Mrs Liu, played by Xiang Yun, was admitted to the hospital due to blood cancer and Guo Ping, played by Shawn Lee, brought back his year end results to her side. Throughout the movie, you will be able to see how Guo Ping struggled to achieve the results that his mother wanted him to, so when it comes to this scene, it was a touching one as eventhough Guo Ping did not manage to get the results his mother wanted him to, Mrs Liu finally accepted the fact that her son had, indeed, tried his very best and still cannot achieve the marks she desired for.

A really touching scene on the understanding between a Mother and her Son.

The lyrics were made even more meaningful to this beautiful scene.

不斷的摸索自己 企圖改變一些歎息

我知道你對我的期許 是將來眼光的抵禦

你今日無助的詞句 都帶著明日的訊息

我知道你對我的心意 而我就是有心無力

我還有什麼可以給你，我不斷的問自己。

我不斷的想，不斷的在找尋。。。。。。

我知道你一直都辛苦 為我默默地付出

就算流淚也不承認你哭 我是身在福中不知福

所以我用盡我的全部 來告訴你我沒有認輸

還有什麼可以給你 我的爹娘我的父母

還有什麼可以給你 我的爹娘我的父母

In short, what the lyric sung about was the struggling of a child on trying to achieve what his/her mother wanted him/her to get, however, no matter how hard he/she tried he/she still can't get it, even though he/she understands what his/her parents go through and hoped for but still he/she can't achieve that goal as he/she really did tried his/her very best and it is still an average mark.

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This song never fails to bring tears to my eyes, irregardless how many times i have heard it.

It just touched my heart in many aspects and i wish that it will touch your hearts as well. :)

Enjoy~