Oct 11, 2008

音乐飘满天! @ Let there be Music!

i think i will save the trouble for my readers out there to hunt for the MV of the two songs i posted earlier on. So here it is:

記事本 @ Diary

女人何苦为难女人 @ Women, why must you hurt me?

Hope you liked it^^..

Oct 10, 2008

女人何苦为难女人@Women,why must you hurt me so?

可以爱的人那么多
你为什么非要我这一个

痴心
是无法比较的
你的情深无法否认我的爱浓
真的爱都不容易收
成熟的人谁说一定不怕痛

爱人
是不能够让的
你的天真叫 我不知该怎么说

女人何苦为难女人
我们一样有最脆弱的灵魂
世界男子已经太会伤人
你怎么忍心再给我伤痕

女人何苦为难女人
我们一样为爱颠簸在红尘
飘忽情缘总是太作弄人
我满怀委屈却提不起恨


可以爱的人那么多你
为什么非要我这一个

痴心
是无法比较的
你的情深无法否认我的爱浓
真的爱都不容易收
成熟的人谁说一定不怕痛

爱人
是不能够让的
你的天真叫我 不知该怎么说

女人何苦为难女人
我们一样有最脆弱的灵魂
世界男子已经太会伤人
你怎么忍心再给我伤痕

女人何苦为难女人
我们一样为爱颠簸在红尘
飘忽情缘总是太作弄人
我满怀委屈却提不起恨

我无力再争
只觉得失落好深

男人该说话的时候
总是无声

女人何苦为难女人
我们一样有最脆弱的灵魂
世界男子已经太会伤人
你怎么忍心再给我伤痕

女人何苦为难女人
我们一样为爱颠簸在红尘
飘忽情缘总是太作弄人
我满怀委屈却提不起恨

女人何苦为难女人
我们一样有最脆弱的灵魂
世界男子已经太会伤人
你怎么忍心再给我伤痕

女人何苦为难女人
我们一样为爱颠簸在红尘
我满怀委屈却提不起恨

女人何苦为难女人

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For those that knows Chinese, the meaning of this lyrics are meaningful and true.
For those who don't,well,i just explain it briefly.

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This song talks about love.
Focusing more on the love triangle,that happens so often nowadays.

Why must you step into this relationship knowing that you had to fight to get your Love?
Why must you,of the same gender,fight with me to get the same guy?

We both endulge ourselves in Love more,when, compared to Men.
Though i really hate you for doing so but i cannot bear to voice out my dissapointment
Or lease my frustrations on you.

You, undoubtly, was one that fell for Him when he switched on his charms.

You understand the fact that we are both weaponless and hurt in the triangle.
But why must you step into this?
When you can get someone better out there?

I am restless and weak.
When a Man has to voice out,
He, rather, stays quiet.

And why must you hurt me again?
When I am scarred and, already, fragile.

Women,why must you hurt me so??

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This song, in general, is kind of a emo/sad/depress song. i came to hear it when i was watching the TV series,the same Chinese title,on Astro. Its a really good story and i was, instantly, hooked on the theme song.

The main reason for me posting this up, was just to lease out some of my frustrations that i am facing now,especially in the relationship catergory.

。爱。恨 。恋 。

爱过

一场轰轰烈烈的

一夜里
开始了

电话里密语
短讯里诺言
见面时礼物

快乐时光




一瞬间
没了


不接的来电
无力回短讯
礼物丢了

哭泣 看见
伤痛 无法了解


恍如,一把利刀在我心中插着


带着面具 面对现实
开心的面 伤心的心
无力了
失落了
没了 哭了



太伤感




半年


复原了




爱你
怕失去
默默地等

记事本@Diary

离开随身携带的记事本
写着许多事都是关于你
你讨厌被冷落
习惯被守候
寂寞才找我

我看见自己写下的心情
把自己放在
卑微的后头
等你等太久想你泪会流
而幸福快乐是什么

爱的痛了
痛的哭了
哭的累了
日记本里页页执着
记载着你的好
像上瘾的毒药
它反覆骗着我

爱的痛了
痛的哭了
哭的累了
矛盾心里
总是强求
劝自己要放手
闭上眼睛让你走
烧掉日记 重新来过

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decided to use Chinese to show my feelings now. This is one really soothing song and it's nice to hear when one is down or lonely. Tittle of my post is the title of the song,well except for the '@ Diary' part.

Briefly talk about this song. It's about being brave to let go.

Oct 8, 2008

081008

nothing changes.

still alone in this empty Shell.

no one to hug.
no one to share.
no one to cry on.

Sadness often kills the Happy cells within.
Stress ruins the Carefree feelings.

Often the soul escapes from this empty Shell,
leavin' the sad,empty and hopeless shell behind.

the Soul would often dive into Its Ocean of Memories.
there It can swim in Happy memories.
leaving aside the Sad ones.

Bored.

then, It will fly into the Realm of Dreams.
jumping through Nightmares and Dreams.

Bored.

It will then comes back to the empty Shell.
resuming Life in Reality.

Oct 6, 2008

Summarizing Term 2

Alrighty..
Term3 is approaching so i decided to sum up my Term 2 assignments.

Colors for Designers
Assignment 1:
Scrapbookin'. For this assignment, i created a Pizza-themed scrapbook or,wait, scrapBOX.
In it holds all of my other mini-assignments, including Simultaneous,Adcance and Receding colours,Color Wheel and Tint,Tone and Shade.
Assignment2:
Canvas. We were supposed to choose one artist that is to our liking and 'copied' his style in drawing and painting the canvas. i've chosen Stuart Davis. i was attracted to the way he uses vivid colors and his abstract way of painting and drawing.
i used the theme: waterworld. Thus, Flounder,Hai is born!


Creativity and Problem Solving
Assignment 1:
Creating a piece of Art Movement Poster. i've chosen Art Nouveau as i simply love Mucha's artworks.


Assignment 2:
Sound Excercise. These were all done and compiled in my portfolio bag that i handed in to Simon. So i can't show you all my work. However, the assignment is about sounds.
There were Bees making Love,Violin&Flute,ChinaVsAmerica,Air-Con and Shhhhh...
Assignment 3:
Children Book. We were told to do some research on myths and legends of our culture and create a story of our own.
mine was inspired by the legend of the Dragon Mother.
Design Investigation&Culture
Assignment 1:
Posters for United Benettons. We are asked to start an ad-campaign for UB. I chose 'Peace for Olympics' as my theme as the Olympics was just around the corner that time and rumours were flying saying that there be activists trying to destroy the Games.
My subjects for the posters were the Fuwas. All five of them.
i'm sorry that i can't show my posters as i think that it's gruesome and violent.
Assignment 2:
Mural. We were given the theme:Anti-Racism. It was a team assignment. Apurva n i cracked our heads to try and think of a nice painting that would represents the theme.
After much rejection and cracking of our heads,we came out with..

Assignment 3:
Umbrella. This was the hardest among all,this include classes too. My friends and i focused more in this than any of the ones that were given.

In this assignment, we were suppose to design an umbrella based on a design era. Eventually i seek refuge in Art Nouveau.*i think i'm in love with the era*
Aside from the umbrella,we had to add in a research book and 3 other back up items. My back up items i used poster,Ipod layout design and umbrella cover,which was added in last minute by our lecturer.

Posters

i did not snap a photo of the Ipod layout design and the Umbrella cover as i was in a rush to finish up the whole project.

Oct 3, 2008

A night made SPECIAL by you GUYZ..

just finish bathing after coming back from the Gathering @ OUG.


Here's how it goes..

GuoJie wanted to plan a mini-gathering for a few of us,old chums @ OUG.It was first decided that it would be on monday night, BUT, i m off to Genting so it was postpone to friday,BUT,>< Anthony and SiewFai be going to Genting, so after much discussions, we decided to put it on

.Thursday night @ OUG's Citrus Park.
At approximately 7.20pm, i headed out to Kinrara's Shell station(formerly know as Project station) to pick GuoJie up. After him, i was told to fetch SiewFai, also, even though he sprained his ankle.
We reach Citrus Park @ about 8pm? The parking fee was ridiculously expensive.
RM4!!!man, just for a stupid parking lot..hish..
Anyways we headed for ABC restaurant just across the parking lot and waited for the Others to arrive.
GuoJie was hungry so he ordered Fish'n'Chips while SiewFai and i ordered drinks. We waited, and waited, and waited.. No sign of ThengJee,KoonRui or Anthony.
It was only about 8.45pm or 9pm, did they appear. They sat down and ordered drinks. We chatted abit and crack jokes. Anthony was going on about shisha,GuoJie wanted to play DoTA, while the Others, me included were just there talking.
Anthony,seriously, wanted some shisha and after much persuassion and begging, we decided to pay and head to Steven's Corner at the other side of OUG.
Finding for parking there was a ISSUE. As the PasarMalam is on, so we had to hunt for one. After two cars hitted my Right and Left side-mirrors, did i manage to get one parking lot. Upon reaching Steven's, we ordered drinks and waited,again, for Anthony & co.
They arrived after 15 min. and,to Anthony's dissapointment,there were no shisha available.Thus,we resume our chit chatting about very random stuffs..We also 'bullied' him into paying for us as it was his idea to come here at the first place.
It was about 10.30 or so, when Anthony gave Edward a call asking him to join us. We were running out of topic to talk about so i left and waled around the PasarMalam abit. It took Edward 30 mins to reach OUG, which included the time for parking and all.
However, Edward did not stay long. He had to fetch his cousin sister so he just hang around for 1 min or so and ushered Anthony to follow him home, as he was staying over at his place.
GuoJie and the Others then suggested that we all go to Edward's place. We drove past Old Klang Road and onto BK3 or so. We stopped twice and upon the second stop, SiewFai and i were cursing and feeling really tired. So we call GuoJie and told him that we were leaving. So we left them by the roadside waiting for Edward.
i drove SiewFai home and, later, drove home speeding. As it was few mins to Midnight and i had the chills in my spine.
*~*
Though it was nothing BIG or FANCY but it really made my day.
So far, most of my holidays were spent by helping my grandma with her cleaning and staying at home doing nothing.