should i go? or should i not?
i don't feel like going anywhere soon but then of late, my parents have been going on about 'shipping' me off to Aussie, which till date i still don't find appealing, i feel i still need a longer time to make this major decision seeing that i made a few mistakes of late.
i truly believe that now isn't the right time to talk about all this degree overseas and all. not to mention that no matter how much i tried to grasp my own timetable back, it just seems to float away again, again and AGAIN! my goodness, that's bad.
Aug 12, 2009
Aug 7, 2009
Uncondition
爱是一种需要，却不一定要得到，
Love is a necessity, but it is really not a must to have it,
只要你觉得快乐就好，梦会温热眼角，
If only you feel happy about the decision, but in dreams tears might still fall
让回忆像水草般缠绕，却总能让人勇敢不少，
Let those memories surround you in a tight knit, however with this, you are stronger.
爱是一种需要，聚散却没办法预料，
Love is a necessity, whenever will we be together or apart, we will never know,
只能在心里做个记号，直到哪天 遇到，
Why not just make a mark in your heart, if in future we do meet,
还会是同样的味道，下雨也好驱风也好，
It will still be the same feeling, no matter what happens,
心想着就能不会难熬
Even if you think about it, it will never be that hurtful.
This is part of lyrics i find it really meaningful. It talks about unconditional love for someone. If you are willing to let that someone,whom you loved deeply,seek his/her happiness in life even if their future partner is not you, and be there to cheer for him/ her, it is truly a wonderful and magical energy.
And yes, it do hurts at times but if you are willing to endure it to ensure that someone leads a happy life, are you willing to do so?
Aug 1, 2009
Your future depends on your decisions now
Well, it's high time i blog in english rather than in chinese *insert cue for Jiam's "It's about TIME!"*, much has changed since the day the start of term till now, 1 month has already gone and i am still counting the days to my holiday, lolz, who doesn't want a vacation.
This term is one of those terms in Raffles that is really stress and demotivating. Not one but a few of us 6.1s are screaming the workload eventhough it's only a month into the term. Not to mention that we are seniors already! The batch 6.1 seems so high up in the Raffles hierachy. We strived hard for 5 terms already and this term seems abit demotivating, not sure why but most of us really do feel so.
Last term's holiday was a blast, thats all i can tell you. I had an early break as my assignments were done way way early and i managed for ONCE in my entire time in Raffles to have a stress/assignment free two weeks break! I took on a small project during the holidays and the deathline is due next week and my layouts are not even done yet! gosh!! but aside from that, i really do have a wonderful time working on this mini-project and having a freaking good time during my holidays.
Then comes the start of term 6.1, well, maybe it's because of the first week's blues, my 1st assignments are all a FLUNK! yes you heard me! FLUNK! omigosh, it's really depressing because i definately know i can do so much better. Especially the look on F's face during my presentation, it was agonizing, i don't know about my classmates but i can definately sense the dissapointment in her look when she saw my final work. However, i gave my word to her that i will definately do a better job for my finals and this time i mean it!
On the other hand, my lifestyle is changing nowadays. I am trying to be more 'independant' ,so to say, because i wanted a more hands on life. It's kinda tough to do so when you are stuck at home, but nevertheless i am now in charged of my own things: laundry, etc., which i am really enjoying it very much!
One thing different about this term is that, i can really sense the caring feeling amongst us 6.1s, maybe not all but a few. Week one back in Raffles was suddenly a hard time for me because the subjects were, well TOUGH! It was then you really see true friends. They are friends that are willing to spend time to listen to your woes and pains, they are friends that is always willing to give a helping hand in your assignment when they see you struggling with it.
These few days, my parents have been really on about the topic of me going abroad to studies, i don't know what made them all enthu about this but i somehow don't find it comfortable. I have barely finish my Adv. Diploma here in KL and they are already telling me about life abroad. Well, we've been through this conversation back when i was in 3.1 and i just don't know why i am taking this topic offensively, maybe it's because i am facing my own assignment crisis here and there they are talking about life overseas. But one thing's for sure, i am standing firm on my decision that i will decide to stay or not to stay when the time is right!
It now dawns to me that my future is really depending on my current decisions now and i hope that i have made the right decisions in prior time so that i will never regret it at the end of time.
I am rekindling the flame that gone out in me. I am striving for a better performance. I will be the one deciding my own fate and future~
This term is one of those terms in Raffles that is really stress and demotivating. Not one but a few of us 6.1s are screaming the workload eventhough it's only a month into the term. Not to mention that we are seniors already! The batch 6.1 seems so high up in the Raffles hierachy. We strived hard for 5 terms already and this term seems abit demotivating, not sure why but most of us really do feel so.
Last term's holiday was a blast, thats all i can tell you. I had an early break as my assignments were done way way early and i managed for ONCE in my entire time in Raffles to have a stress/assignment free two weeks break! I took on a small project during the holidays and the deathline is due next week and my layouts are not even done yet! gosh!! but aside from that, i really do have a wonderful time working on this mini-project and having a freaking good time during my holidays.
Then comes the start of term 6.1, well, maybe it's because of the first week's blues, my 1st assignments are all a FLUNK! yes you heard me! FLUNK! omigosh, it's really depressing because i definately know i can do so much better. Especially the look on F's face during my presentation, it was agonizing, i don't know about my classmates but i can definately sense the dissapointment in her look when she saw my final work. However, i gave my word to her that i will definately do a better job for my finals and this time i mean it!
On the other hand, my lifestyle is changing nowadays. I am trying to be more 'independant' ,so to say, because i wanted a more hands on life. It's kinda tough to do so when you are stuck at home, but nevertheless i am now in charged of my own things: laundry, etc., which i am really enjoying it very much!
One thing different about this term is that, i can really sense the caring feeling amongst us 6.1s, maybe not all but a few. Week one back in Raffles was suddenly a hard time for me because the subjects were, well TOUGH! It was then you really see true friends. They are friends that are willing to spend time to listen to your woes and pains, they are friends that is always willing to give a helping hand in your assignment when they see you struggling with it.
These few days, my parents have been really on about the topic of me going abroad to studies, i don't know what made them all enthu about this but i somehow don't find it comfortable. I have barely finish my Adv. Diploma here in KL and they are already telling me about life abroad. Well, we've been through this conversation back when i was in 3.1 and i just don't know why i am taking this topic offensively, maybe it's because i am facing my own assignment crisis here and there they are talking about life overseas. But one thing's for sure, i am standing firm on my decision that i will decide to stay or not to stay when the time is right!
It now dawns to me that my future is really depending on my current decisions now and i hope that i have made the right decisions in prior time so that i will never regret it at the end of time.
I am rekindling the flame that gone out in me. I am striving for a better performance. I will be the one deciding my own fate and future~
Jul 28, 2009
无常
太阳在猛烈，都需要下山。
月亮也会有阴晴圆缺。
人生
无常
佛家道理，常说到无常。
无常，
只得是生老病死。
事实常常在变化，一有机会就得紧紧地握住，
不是随便放开，因为机会只有一次，走了就不会回来。
有机会做自己喜欢的东西，
好好珍惜，
努力！
珍惜~
每一刻，
因为人生无常，事事都在变化。
Jul 15, 2009
New term!
6.1..
sounds so old and high up in RIC.
i can still remember vividly last year April, when i step in the grounds of RIC, i was still so naive and ignorant about things around me.i remember the nervousness that engulfed me when i entered my first class, Design Principle.
Coming back to reality,nothing beats the relaxing feeling as,believe me, RIC peeps rarely have time to really relax and take things easy when assignments come flooding onto our desks. Time is really a joker, one year passed and look at me. Haha, i am still the same old self with no changes. Except that i have already spent 5 terms in RIC and still counting.
Assuming that i be graduating next March, definately i will feel down and missing RIC, see if you believe, but i have a strong feelings for places i have been. damn, what an emo post this turns out to be...lolz...was thinking for a more nostalgia post but never mind.
6.1's work are already killing me!! HELP!!!!!!
sounds so old and high up in RIC.
i can still remember vividly last year April, when i step in the grounds of RIC, i was still so naive and ignorant about things around me.i remember the nervousness that engulfed me when i entered my first class, Design Principle.
Coming back to reality,nothing beats the relaxing feeling as,believe me, RIC peeps rarely have time to really relax and take things easy when assignments come flooding onto our desks. Time is really a joker, one year passed and look at me. Haha, i am still the same old self with no changes. Except that i have already spent 5 terms in RIC and still counting.
Assuming that i be graduating next March, definately i will feel down and missing RIC, see if you believe, but i have a strong feelings for places i have been. damn, what an emo post this turns out to be...lolz...was thinking for a more nostalgia post but never mind.
6.1's work are already killing me!! HELP!!!!!!
灵感
我问燕子，
可否把我的心声带到那里。
燕子说：
“该说的，你就自己说；该做的，你就自己做”
叭嗒的，
燕子就飞走了。
~
我遥望着无边无界的蓝天
若我是只燕子，我现在可以理自壮壮的飞翔吗？
若我是只燕子，我可以抛弃所有，而飞向天空吗？
若我是只燕子，我会向那遥远的大地，勇敢的飞吗？
我想我不会
==
因为
无论燕子飞的多远，多高
最终还是会回到它温暖的家。
我放开我的视线，
看着天空，
终于
有灵感！
Jul 8, 2009
thank you
Thank you for giving me a wonderful time during the term holiday.
i enjoy every moment of it, especially when that someone is always bubbly and happy-go-lucky...
well, i have to admit that there are times when i threw tanturms at you or just being childish with you, for those times when i made you uncomfortable or feeling that you wanna "box" me, i wish to say i am sorry...
nevertheless, this holiday has been the greatest since i entered my uni...i really do hope that in the future, we can have a blast together!!haha
not to forget, you taught me how to wash my clothes manually again!!haha~
thank you,ah di!!
i enjoy every moment of it, especially when that someone is always bubbly and happy-go-lucky...
well, i have to admit that there are times when i threw tanturms at you or just being childish with you, for those times when i made you uncomfortable or feeling that you wanna "box" me, i wish to say i am sorry...
nevertheless, this holiday has been the greatest since i entered my uni...i really do hope that in the future, we can have a blast together!!haha
not to forget, you taught me how to wash my clothes manually again!!haha~
thank you,ah di!!
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