She is the Jewel of Tibet

on the bright side of the whole pc incident, was that i am once again addicted to songs! More accurately is the "Jewel of Tibet" musical, which songs i once played in the early morning of adv pagelayout and yuemun said it sounded like opera...lolz...

i was hooked onto this particular musical because of its historical figure, Princess Wen Cheng, and the fact that i watched the musical live last year.

it was only of recent that i purchased the cd along with books and so much more at the final act of "Prince Siddhartha" musical in Istana Budaya. i think i was in heaven, what with the sounds of Buddhist hymns and books!

BOOKS! i tell you are my favourites, especially those that, when i taken favor of, i will hook onto it like life and death, i even remember when i purposely saved up enough cash and headed back to that same bookshop after a year later to hunt for the book but returned, not empty handed but, buying another book as that previous one was sold out...sad times...

well, this musical is mesmerizing, it was really a eye opener for most who think that a local production can never be as of that standard. though admittedly the musics wasn't really catchy after the live performance but then i was reminded of this when i read a book that talks about China.

summing the entire affair up, i am now humming the songs of the musical and probably jiam will be scream soon if she hears the same old song playing in my 15 year old satria...lolz..

so till then ciaoz...

and YES! i am paranoid...

well creating its own record in my time of laptop and internet browsing, i was caught up with some computer junkies that turned out to be bugs, hiding within the lushy forest of my acer...god damn it! this bug was removed from its hidy with the software and praying hard it never will return to haunt my storage area that i relied on.

i am paranoid so i had to call someone and hogged on the house phone for 40 minutes and tell her my other dilemmas, which i believe might be an earsore for her.

"hey *insert cue name*, have you hear of this____*insert name of spyware/virus*, do you think it will remain here after i deleted it via anti spyware?"

ah, the rantings and scary moments...damn it..

i did not browse any X rated sites neither do i browse rubbish sites that i should not, i just logged on to friendster! and something like this turned up...gosh! i seem to be strucking the worst of pc lucks here...

pray that it will never appears again!!!

memories

a memory that is meant to happen

on a blissful day, two brothers went fishing by the river

for you, my brother.

ZOMG

well, nothing much happened lately. Life has been tough and toughier in RDI because as you progress higher up, the coursework get challenging and lecturers' demands is getting higher and higher...but aside from that, i am still quite happy with the daily life.

not to mention, the computer phobia hasnt actually subsided...which means that if there are any lagging while doing my work, i will freak out and go berserk! then slowly going back to my regular self. stress konon!

well, till then, stay tuned...lolz

ok...please spare me the lecture and all.
my absent from the internet,msn and mainly, my blog, during my holidays
is because i suddenly developed a FEAR of using computer.

maybe that's the side effect of using and staring too much at it last term.

anywayz, i try to get my stuff up ASAP, so for the time being please do bear with the
deadness of the blog...

到 。走

我到了天涯海角等你，
却遇不见你。




我到了。。。
可是你还没到。。。




凌晨的寂寞，
无人了解。

为我在草地上，
遥望着天空。

一个人，
空档的心。

满天的云，
冷落的我。



该走了。

好的。

歇

我无力了。。。


该放弃吗？
该放开吗？



走的话，就一了了之。
留下呢，就心痛。

该歇歇了，
心灵上的折磨难以抹去。

梦里，
压力统统出现。


恶魔，
毒蛇，
血腥的画面，
足让我作呕。


该休息了。。。
该到了。。。