omigosh~
time flies so freaking fast this term especially! never even realised that it is almost the end of term with just 3 more weeks to go till submission date..O.O
till date, i still have D's Princess and the Pea drawing, remaining one poster design for his class, F's 12 designs which i still have 3 more to go, and informations too!! A's magazine, praying really hard that he will approve all of my pages' layouts and last but not least, W's Swift's webbie..O.O
STRESS!!!!
especially webbie, my god, since day one when i learnt Flash, it has never been my cup of tea so to say because i just don't have the damn patience to sit down in front of the computer and wait frame by frame...
the other assignments are still manageable, preferable D's work because it is more hands on..and i realised one thing very obvious! i am drawing throughout this term! drawing children illustrations here and there..this term is full of pencil sketches and redrawings..
i pray hard that my work i have done so far will be approved, pretty please? i just want an early start to my holiday thats all...
PS: will be going to Melaka for the holidays ^^v
Aug 31, 2009
Aug 12, 2009
To go or not to?
should i go? or should i not?
i don't feel like going anywhere soon but then of late, my parents have been going on about 'shipping' me off to Aussie, which till date i still don't find appealing, i feel i still need a longer time to make this major decision seeing that i made a few mistakes of late.
i truly believe that now isn't the right time to talk about all this degree overseas and all. not to mention that no matter how much i tried to grasp my own timetable back, it just seems to float away again, again and AGAIN! my goodness, that's bad.
i don't feel like going anywhere soon but then of late, my parents have been going on about 'shipping' me off to Aussie, which till date i still don't find appealing, i feel i still need a longer time to make this major decision seeing that i made a few mistakes of late.
i truly believe that now isn't the right time to talk about all this degree overseas and all. not to mention that no matter how much i tried to grasp my own timetable back, it just seems to float away again, again and AGAIN! my goodness, that's bad.
Aug 7, 2009
Uncondition
爱是一种需要，却不一定要得到，
Love is a necessity, but it is really not a must to have it,
只要你觉得快乐就好，梦会温热眼角，
If only you feel happy about the decision, but in dreams tears might still fall
让回忆像水草般缠绕，却总能让人勇敢不少，
Let those memories surround you in a tight knit, however with this, you are stronger.
爱是一种需要，聚散却没办法预料，
Love is a necessity, whenever will we be together or apart, we will never know,
只能在心里做个记号，直到哪天 遇到，
Why not just make a mark in your heart, if in future we do meet,
还会是同样的味道，下雨也好驱风也好，
It will still be the same feeling, no matter what happens,
心想着就能不会难熬
Even if you think about it, it will never be that hurtful.
This is part of lyrics i find it really meaningful. It talks about unconditional love for someone. If you are willing to let that someone,whom you loved deeply,seek his/her happiness in life even if their future partner is not you, and be there to cheer for him/ her, it is truly a wonderful and magical energy.
And yes, it do hurts at times but if you are willing to endure it to ensure that someone leads a happy life, are you willing to do so?
Aug 1, 2009
Your future depends on your decisions now
Well, it's high time i blog in english rather than in chinese *insert cue for Jiam's "It's about TIME!"*, much has changed since the day the start of term till now, 1 month has already gone and i am still counting the days to my holiday, lolz, who doesn't want a vacation.
This term is one of those terms in Raffles that is really stress and demotivating. Not one but a few of us 6.1s are screaming the workload eventhough it's only a month into the term. Not to mention that we are seniors already! The batch 6.1 seems so high up in the Raffles hierachy. We strived hard for 5 terms already and this term seems abit demotivating, not sure why but most of us really do feel so.
Last term's holiday was a blast, thats all i can tell you. I had an early break as my assignments were done way way early and i managed for ONCE in my entire time in Raffles to have a stress/assignment free two weeks break! I took on a small project during the holidays and the deathline is due next week and my layouts are not even done yet! gosh!! but aside from that, i really do have a wonderful time working on this mini-project and having a freaking good time during my holidays.
Then comes the start of term 6.1, well, maybe it's because of the first week's blues, my 1st assignments are all a FLUNK! yes you heard me! FLUNK! omigosh, it's really depressing because i definately know i can do so much better. Especially the look on F's face during my presentation, it was agonizing, i don't know about my classmates but i can definately sense the dissapointment in her look when she saw my final work. However, i gave my word to her that i will definately do a better job for my finals and this time i mean it!
On the other hand, my lifestyle is changing nowadays. I am trying to be more 'independant' ,so to say, because i wanted a more hands on life. It's kinda tough to do so when you are stuck at home, but nevertheless i am now in charged of my own things: laundry, etc., which i am really enjoying it very much!
One thing different about this term is that, i can really sense the caring feeling amongst us 6.1s, maybe not all but a few. Week one back in Raffles was suddenly a hard time for me because the subjects were, well TOUGH! It was then you really see true friends. They are friends that are willing to spend time to listen to your woes and pains, they are friends that is always willing to give a helping hand in your assignment when they see you struggling with it.
These few days, my parents have been really on about the topic of me going abroad to studies, i don't know what made them all enthu about this but i somehow don't find it comfortable. I have barely finish my Adv. Diploma here in KL and they are already telling me about life abroad. Well, we've been through this conversation back when i was in 3.1 and i just don't know why i am taking this topic offensively, maybe it's because i am facing my own assignment crisis here and there they are talking about life overseas. But one thing's for sure, i am standing firm on my decision that i will decide to stay or not to stay when the time is right!
It now dawns to me that my future is really depending on my current decisions now and i hope that i have made the right decisions in prior time so that i will never regret it at the end of time.
I am rekindling the flame that gone out in me. I am striving for a better performance. I will be the one deciding my own fate and future~
This term is one of those terms in Raffles that is really stress and demotivating. Not one but a few of us 6.1s are screaming the workload eventhough it's only a month into the term. Not to mention that we are seniors already! The batch 6.1 seems so high up in the Raffles hierachy. We strived hard for 5 terms already and this term seems abit demotivating, not sure why but most of us really do feel so.
Last term's holiday was a blast, thats all i can tell you. I had an early break as my assignments were done way way early and i managed for ONCE in my entire time in Raffles to have a stress/assignment free two weeks break! I took on a small project during the holidays and the deathline is due next week and my layouts are not even done yet! gosh!! but aside from that, i really do have a wonderful time working on this mini-project and having a freaking good time during my holidays.
Then comes the start of term 6.1, well, maybe it's because of the first week's blues, my 1st assignments are all a FLUNK! yes you heard me! FLUNK! omigosh, it's really depressing because i definately know i can do so much better. Especially the look on F's face during my presentation, it was agonizing, i don't know about my classmates but i can definately sense the dissapointment in her look when she saw my final work. However, i gave my word to her that i will definately do a better job for my finals and this time i mean it!
On the other hand, my lifestyle is changing nowadays. I am trying to be more 'independant' ,so to say, because i wanted a more hands on life. It's kinda tough to do so when you are stuck at home, but nevertheless i am now in charged of my own things: laundry, etc., which i am really enjoying it very much!
One thing different about this term is that, i can really sense the caring feeling amongst us 6.1s, maybe not all but a few. Week one back in Raffles was suddenly a hard time for me because the subjects were, well TOUGH! It was then you really see true friends. They are friends that are willing to spend time to listen to your woes and pains, they are friends that is always willing to give a helping hand in your assignment when they see you struggling with it.
These few days, my parents have been really on about the topic of me going abroad to studies, i don't know what made them all enthu about this but i somehow don't find it comfortable. I have barely finish my Adv. Diploma here in KL and they are already telling me about life abroad. Well, we've been through this conversation back when i was in 3.1 and i just don't know why i am taking this topic offensively, maybe it's because i am facing my own assignment crisis here and there they are talking about life overseas. But one thing's for sure, i am standing firm on my decision that i will decide to stay or not to stay when the time is right!
It now dawns to me that my future is really depending on my current decisions now and i hope that i have made the right decisions in prior time so that i will never regret it at the end of time.
I am rekindling the flame that gone out in me. I am striving for a better performance. I will be the one deciding my own fate and future~
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