well, i thought to make up with the absence of myself from the blog line, i would update twice! and so i was damned to keep pressing the HELP button, so sue me for being and idiot with clumsy fingers.
I lost count of the time when i call myself a joker, idiot, a dum-dum, a brat and other craps, but i believe that i have matured over time and everytime when i call myself either of those, i am degrading myself in some way or another. No idea why am i doing that to myself but sometimes i feel that one should be more humble at times and not be a super large Vogue with you as the beautiful model on the cover page and acting cute or vain or whatever suits you.
Life as i recalled has never been better. There are times when i wished that a lightning can just struck me and let me die on the spot when i was sitting by the verandah of my house, or the huge tree might just snapped and a huge branch will whacked me in the head and i am being hospitalised for the rest of my life, well, i am grateful that none of those ever happened but somehow i always felt that if one of those unpleasant things do happen to me, the most i can do is sit and stone for the rest of my ill-fated life.
For i am a buddhist, therefore i do not believe in the concept of an Almighty deep within the sheets of cloud, but sometimes i would like to believe that miracles in many forms do appear. Remembering an experience that came close to embrace the divine would be the time when i was in National Service. Cut things short, the incident was about my prayer book not being drenched wet at all dispite being submerged in the water for a period of time, don't ask me but that is just amazing!
So many things have occured in the past few months before i even updated this place. Many will whine over the countless status updates from me that they received over a course of 2 minutes or an hour, note Ken! I think i should really get a twitter but somehow, twitter is so not my cup of tea, unless someone like Apurva suddenly took charge of my life and snap me out of my trance of the countless updates that spell emo emo emo. Well, come to think of it, it would be fun to have your life paved out in front of you for once and not worry about anything but just stay alive to complete the course of life.
Funny, how things are~
Mar 28, 2010
oh my goodness..
Just like what the title implies. Oh My Goodness! It's been soo damn freaking extraordinary long that i last updated my blog, honestly speaking, i started the wonder whether the purpose of this blog is still necessary.
Well enough crap and bullshiting already, there have been many ups and downs in my life so far, i am refering to the event when my dear Indesign crashed and i had to redo a portfolio in less than 7 hours or the time when i almost broke down over the comments that came from my final that might not work, good times huh? You can't deny the existence of these feelings when you realise that it is almost time that you move on in life. Why so you might ask, well this is because, yours truly has finally graduated from Raffles International College in a birthday cake headgear as his graduation suit~! Interesting huh? for those who are interested in the hilarious and funny headgear can look up the 'mukabuku', if you know what that is.
On the other hand, i just come to realise that i am an idiot in the game of pairs. Being a joker in the court of justice could be one thing but being a sole audience in a badly maintained court of love is not really a good omen, i reckon? Hm, somehow i am still missing you badly and wishing that you can reply me or let me know what is going on though. You know who you are~
Oh ya, come april, i will be joining a hunt, anyone interested to join me? feel free to sign up though.
Till then, follow me on my mukabuku is the fastest way to keep track whether i am being hit by a lorry or i just tripped and fell into a lake and unfortunately drown..
Well enough crap and bullshiting already, there have been many ups and downs in my life so far, i am refering to the event when my dear Indesign crashed and i had to redo a portfolio in less than 7 hours or the time when i almost broke down over the comments that came from my final that might not work, good times huh? You can't deny the existence of these feelings when you realise that it is almost time that you move on in life. Why so you might ask, well this is because, yours truly has finally graduated from Raffles International College in a birthday cake headgear as his graduation suit~! Interesting huh? for those who are interested in the hilarious and funny headgear can look up the 'mukabuku', if you know what that is.
On the other hand, i just come to realise that i am an idiot in the game of pairs. Being a joker in the court of justice could be one thing but being a sole audience in a badly maintained court of love is not really a good omen, i reckon? Hm, somehow i am still missing you badly and wishing that you can reply me or let me know what is going on though. You know who you are~
Oh ya, come april, i will be joining a hunt, anyone interested to join me? feel free to sign up though.
Till then, follow me on my mukabuku is the fastest way to keep track whether i am being hit by a lorry or i just tripped and fell into a lake and unfortunately drown..
Oct 26, 2009
Is SICK~
damn..
was sick for so many days..really hate the feeling..
no mood..
no inspiration...
T.T...
hate it!!!
was sick for so many days..really hate the feeling..
no mood..
no inspiration...
T.T...
hate it!!!
Oct 13, 2009
Oct 9, 2009
It's raining and i can't sleep~
Well it is really raining and i just can't freakin' take a short nap, wonder why..hm...
anywayz, for those that follow this bloggie here, which i doubt many will, might have noticed that i have been away since like late sept? and havent been updating?!
well, to say the truth, Yes! i haven't been updating and, to say another cruel,blunt fact, i was LAZY!!!haha...
anywayz, i am suppose to be doing my work for SDS and not to mention, school work now but i decided to just let it go for another few hours and rush like a mad horse AGAIN..lolz..
just to pop by and say hello! and note i am still alive, and will update fully later..ciaoz
anywayz, for those that follow this bloggie here, which i doubt many will, might have noticed that i have been away since like late sept? and havent been updating?!
well, to say the truth, Yes! i haven't been updating and, to say another cruel,blunt fact, i was LAZY!!!haha...
anywayz, i am suppose to be doing my work for SDS and not to mention, school work now but i decided to just let it go for another few hours and rush like a mad horse AGAIN..lolz..
just to pop by and say hello! and note i am still alive, and will update fully later..ciaoz
Aug 31, 2009
UPDATE!
omigosh~
time flies so freaking fast this term especially! never even realised that it is almost the end of term with just 3 more weeks to go till submission date..O.O
till date, i still have D's Princess and the Pea drawing, remaining one poster design for his class, F's 12 designs which i still have 3 more to go, and informations too!! A's magazine, praying really hard that he will approve all of my pages' layouts and last but not least, W's Swift's webbie..O.O
STRESS!!!!
especially webbie, my god, since day one when i learnt Flash, it has never been my cup of tea so to say because i just don't have the damn patience to sit down in front of the computer and wait frame by frame...
the other assignments are still manageable, preferable D's work because it is more hands on..and i realised one thing very obvious! i am drawing throughout this term! drawing children illustrations here and there..this term is full of pencil sketches and redrawings..
i pray hard that my work i have done so far will be approved, pretty please? i just want an early start to my holiday thats all...
PS: will be going to Melaka for the holidays ^^v
time flies so freaking fast this term especially! never even realised that it is almost the end of term with just 3 more weeks to go till submission date..O.O
till date, i still have D's Princess and the Pea drawing, remaining one poster design for his class, F's 12 designs which i still have 3 more to go, and informations too!! A's magazine, praying really hard that he will approve all of my pages' layouts and last but not least, W's Swift's webbie..O.O
STRESS!!!!
especially webbie, my god, since day one when i learnt Flash, it has never been my cup of tea so to say because i just don't have the damn patience to sit down in front of the computer and wait frame by frame...
the other assignments are still manageable, preferable D's work because it is more hands on..and i realised one thing very obvious! i am drawing throughout this term! drawing children illustrations here and there..this term is full of pencil sketches and redrawings..
i pray hard that my work i have done so far will be approved, pretty please? i just want an early start to my holiday thats all...
PS: will be going to Melaka for the holidays ^^v
Aug 12, 2009
To go or not to?
should i go? or should i not?
i don't feel like going anywhere soon but then of late, my parents have been going on about 'shipping' me off to Aussie, which till date i still don't find appealing, i feel i still need a longer time to make this major decision seeing that i made a few mistakes of late.
i truly believe that now isn't the right time to talk about all this degree overseas and all. not to mention that no matter how much i tried to grasp my own timetable back, it just seems to float away again, again and AGAIN! my goodness, that's bad.
i don't feel like going anywhere soon but then of late, my parents have been going on about 'shipping' me off to Aussie, which till date i still don't find appealing, i feel i still need a longer time to make this major decision seeing that i made a few mistakes of late.
i truly believe that now isn't the right time to talk about all this degree overseas and all. not to mention that no matter how much i tried to grasp my own timetable back, it just seems to float away again, again and AGAIN! my goodness, that's bad.
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