May 25, 2010

entry 100525

[放弃了这一个,等待着下一个]
这句话说得好,但是还需要我等待多久?
为什么?
有时我真得很累了,好像好好的休息,有时还想过就那样结束所有。
说得容易,做是很难的。
一个个都是好像在玩似的,为什么我把我的感情放下去呢?
是不是我太天真?
是不是我太傻了?
是不是我不值得去寻找?
到底是为什么呢?!
累了,我真得很累了。
放过我吧。
[Once you given up, why not wait for the Next One to appear?]
this verse has been said over and over, well, undoubtedly it's a good one, but how long more should i be waiting?
why?
i felt i have been asking why so many times that i lost count of it.
why did i put my true feelings in when it seems like each and everyone of them are like playing me out?
why so?
could it be that i am too naive?
could it be that i am stupid?
could it be that i am not worthy of seeking that special One?
WHY?
i am really tired already, please just let go of me.

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