FANTASTIC @ the Highlands

well, just had a fantastic day @ Genting Higlands
with my buddies from college.

namely Judy,Richard,Apurva and Ken.

it was just soo FANTASTIC that made me decided to slack this time.
Won't want to bored all of you into boredom with my long texts.

i will just have to wait patiently for the photos to be uploaded and then grabs them
and re-post them again..haha.

so for now..ciaoz^^.

*but thank you for the memory up there in the mountains,guyz!!*

Taggy

by CheaYing

1. What is the relationship of you with him/her?
um..tuition mates? we sat side by side during BM tuition...bleh..those were good times..haha

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.
cute! sleepy..blur..SMART!talkactive..

3. The most memorable thing she had done for you?
borrow me her Buku Sastera??haha..

4. The most memorable thing she have said to you?
"Can borrow me testpad?"

5. If she become your lover, you will...
um..i doubt tat..

6. If she become your enemy, you will...
o..hell no!

7. If she become your lover, she has to improve on...
Less blur?

8. If she become your enemy, the reason is...
I did not borrow her testpads??

9. The most desirable thing to do for her is?
hm...thinking...thinking...thinking...

10. The overall impression of her is...
Sweet...

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Chatterbox?Irritating?:P

12. The character of you for yourself is?
*insert comments here*

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Vain?

14. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Be Myself...muahahaha..

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
Thank you for caring me n liking me...*this sounds soo cliche*

Ten people to tag.
1. Joey
2. Sue Ping
3. Jesslyn
4.Yue Mun
5. Daryl
6. Jiam
7. Anthony
8. Koon Rui
9. Yew Fai
10. Sao Wen

Who is number 2 having a relationship with?
no one..i think?

Is number 3 a male of a female?
Female

If number 7 and 10 were together would it be a good thing?
i seriously doubt it..if they were, they are GAYS!! n i noe that one of them is in LOVE..

How about number 5 and 8?
*same comment*

What is number 1 studying about?
Sec 1..

Is number 4 single?
Nope!

Say something about 6?
the BLUE AMOEBA!!muahaha..owh ya..she's Royalty...

9?
um...English-ed??

Finding..

Listening to Sarah Brightman's songs brought back memories.
Reading my friends' blogs reminded me of the time i had.
Browsing through your profile made me recall of the times we had.

empty.

A shell that is lifeless and void of feelings.

i have to leave Reality.
Escape back into the Realms of Dreams,
Swim back in to Ocean of Memories,

to seek what i lost,
to seek what i have missed,
to seek the soul that i left behind..

In the

Harsh and brutal Reality.
Sweet and Comforting Ocean of Memories.
Unsure and Confuse Realm of Dreams.
i have to hunt for you again.

for you,
make me recall the times i had,
make me remember the feelings i once owned,
make me feel this wonderful feeling again..

~*~


Aha..
i have found you at last.

..Now i can sleep in peace..

Of Brothers&Sisters and Friends

After a long overdue promise to my juniors back in CHS,my beloved Sec. School, i decided to pay them a visit, since it was the term break and i have lots of extra time to kill..

So i contacted ShihShin & SuePing up, telling them i be dropping by CHS this Friday(26/9). I begged SuePing to stay back and asked ShihShin to help me gather up all the new AJKs, as i freaking miss them all along with my buddies..^^

No sooner had i finished that conversation with them online, came CY's call asking whether wanna go out or not, as she was her holidays also. I pondered alwhile and told her that i be going to CHS on Friday and asked her to join me but i told her that i can only leave at 2pm.She said sure and all was done and sweet.

Friday came..
i picked CY up at her house at 12pm. Drove to CHS. Parking took forever. After registering our names at the guard house, we went our separate ways. She went to look for E while i went to the girls' canteen to meet up with my buddies.

SuePing,YenTeng was there. I wanted to hug SuePing but i doubt she want it in public so i gave her a little hug then turn to hug YenTeng. Man, i really miss both of them soo much..its like ages since i last met them, though i chat with SuePing in MSN often but nothing meant more then seeing them in person and talking to them.

The juniors were busy with their studies and the gathering was quite short. Man,JiaJun looked soo mature now! soo different from the one that i know last year. ShiYan and KaiSein both looked the same but the way they talked, its soo different, it sounded like they were really grown up.
Noted this is not a critique that meant they were childish before..

i asked for the new creative comic,JiaJun rushed to the seniroom to get it, the girls left as the Seni paper was about to start. i followed ShiYan to the room and saw that students were sitting there starting on their test, so i turned and walked away,JiaJun came running to me with the comic in his hand, i thanked him and he said he got to go for the test too. So i bid him good luck and goodbye.

back at the canteen,it was decided that SuePing,YenTeng and me will go to see ShihShin sing in the choir room at the sports complex. However, i met Pn Chin on the way and i stopped by and have a little chat. She looked younger, maybe because of her new hairstyle?haha..she thought i am studyin in S'pore and i told her i be going there for my Degree course but just then the auntie at the photostating shop interrupted and, thus, ended our conversation.

i rushed to the choir room but met SuePing and YenTeng waiting for me beside the hall. We walked up the stairs. YenTeng asked SuePing to leave us for alwhile as he got some things he wanted to talk to me. So SuePing left and we chatted. am not going to talk about the matters we discussed here because of what we promised,Brothers' honor..haha...

Few minutes later, a disgruntled E called me and asked me to hurry up as she n CY was waiting by the guard house. i told SuePing and YenTeng about it. They were not happy about it and asked me to stay back and accompany them. Thus, i was in a really bad situation. One side was my friends waiting for me to go to Midvalley with them, while on the other side was, one my Sister and,other, my Brother,my best buddies,both i can never live without. man, it was tough..and the next few miss calls did not really help me solve the situation.

In the end, i told my Sister and Brother that i really have to go but i quoted

" both sides are the flesh on my hand"

what should i do?

Soon,another call came and,a very irritated, E lectured me to go n meet them ASAP..so i have literally no choice to leave my Bro n Sis behind and headed for the guard house..

DAMN!!!i hate this..it's not fun doin this..my mood for a movie at Midvalley evaporated immediately after i entered my car. What's more the jam outside CHS was not helping. Both of them were agitated as CY forgotten to ask A,another friend,who's at Midvalley shopping at the time, to get one extra ticket for E's friend. However, i could not really care less about all of this.What i really care was what SuePing and YenTeng think and whether they were seriously mad at me for dumping them..*i knew that they were not too happy about me dumping them though*

Parked at Midvalley's basement and rushed up to the cinema as fast as we could. There we met A n her BF, and CY headed for the popcorn stand to get some drinks n food for the movie. We were watching "Mamma Mia".

Before entering the cinema, i called SuePing and YenTeng. SuePing did not pick up but i manage to speak to YenTeng saying that i am really really REALLY SORRY for dumping them. However, i composed a message full of 'Sorries' and sent to them.

Throughout the movie, all i can think of was, whether am i being forgiven and pray that they will not be soo pissed with me that they would want to severe any connections to me anymore..it really tormented me..

The movie was,actually, really good despite me feeling down. "Mamma Mia" is,sort of like a musical with songs from ABBA. The songs in the movie blended nicely into the plot and each song was an extension of what the character wanted to express in the show without being to mushy and long-winded.

i will leave the movie's review for now but i promise to give it justice soon.

my handphone never left my hands and i kept checking whether did SuePing or YenTeng replied my messages or calls.As the end of the movie approaches, i left the cinema and headed for the washroom with E,CY,A n A'sBF. After that, i called SuePing and YenTeng,again, to apologize.

After seeing E n A'sBF off the KTM, we left Midvalley. i drove A to Taman Jaya. It was pouring after dropping A off at A n W..The journey home was quiet. i did not speak much and CY was changing the songs in my Ipod to her leisure. DAMN,i felt restless.

Upon reaching home, i dropped my stuffs and headed out for dinner with my parents at the nearby steamboat.

..Man,only now i realise how much SuePing and YenTeng actually meant to me..

Random stuff

Biodata
First Name –Chay Jiang
Nickname - CJ
Name you wish you had –Hmm…Never thought of it…like the name I have now…
What do people normally mistake your name as – ‘Dragon Chicken Goat’(Chinese)…Auspicious name ya know…a combination of zodiac animals…
Birthday -15 October
Birthplace - Klang
Time of Birth – Too young that time..don’t know how to tell time yet…
Single or taken – Currently single…anyone interested? XD
Zodiac Sign – Libra.

Your Appearance
How tall are you – 183cm…never thought I’m that tall…
Wish you were taller –I’m happy with my current height,thanks…
Eye color - brown
Eye color you want-hmm…acid green would be nice…sapphire blue could be cool too…
Natural hair color –Black
Current hair color – Black
Short or long hair – Short and long…get the term?
Dye your hair a bizarre color – Actually thought of dying it red last time but then nah…too awkward..
Last time you did something dramatic with you hair –‘Shaved’ it because of National Service…Glasses or contacts - Glasses
Do you wear make-up –no…
Ever had hair extensions –no…never thought of having that
Paint your nails –no…no intentions to do that…

In the opposite gender
What color eyes –brown…green…blue…
What color hair –black?hm…any color will do except for weird colored one…
Shy or Outgoing –outgoing…
Looks or personality –I will go for personality…
Sexy or Cute –can I choose sexy-ish cute??^^ *grin*
Serious or Fun –both…can be serious at times and fun…
Older or Younger than you –would prefer younger than me..
A turn on –long wavy hair…
A turn off – bad breath…ew…

FavoritesFlower –lotus…
Candy – no…don’t have oneS
ong – Oldies?
Scent – no comment
Color – purple,black,white…
Movie – all kinds actually..
Singer –actually I like all except those that sing in unheard-able lyrics
Junk food-Kitkat, and recently developed a great craving for ice-creams…
Website –this site lor..
Location – can I not say? Sounds lik FBI is tracking those who do this tag…
Animal – dog!!

Others
Flowers or Chocolates –chocolates…I like something to fill my stomach…haha
Pepsi or Coke –both actually...
Rap or Rock –neither..
School or Work –School!!!work is hectic
Love or Money –Love…
Movies or Music –music is LIFE!
Country or City – both can?
Sunny or Rainy days –rainy…more romantic..bt no thunders or lightning..just rain pouring
Have you ever Lied –who doesn't?
Hurt someone close to you –yupz…
Broke some one's heart –you never know..
Had your heart broken –once…
Wondered what was wrong with you – ya..all the time…
Wish you were a prince/princess – nah…m happy enough with my current situation…
Liked someone who was taken –T.T..tends to happen to me..
Shaved your head –hm…twice I tink…once during primary and d other is during NS service Been in love -ya
Used chopsticks –yupz!
Sang in the mirror to yourself – ya…used 2
Ever cried over someone – yupz..over my NS buddies…whn I first came back…
Do you think you're attractive –no..not that narcissm
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose -hm...i don't know..hercules??
Do you play any sports –no playing sports for me…but I do swim^^

Frustrations...

fingers swollen
eyes sore
did that project with a full-hearted spirit
turned down with just a series of adding here and there..

what's wrong?
i am TIRED!!!


can i just throw it aside?

HELP ME!!!!