So i contacted ShihShin & SuePing up, telling them i be dropping by CHS this Friday(26/9). I begged SuePing to stay back and asked ShihShin to help me gather up all the new AJKs, as i freaking miss them all along with my buddies..^^
No sooner had i finished that conversation with them online, came CY's call asking whether wanna go out or not, as she was her holidays also. I pondered alwhile and told her that i be going to CHS on Friday and asked her to join me but i told her that i can only leave at 2pm.She said sure and all was done and sweet.
Friday came..
i picked CY up at her house at 12pm. Drove to CHS. Parking took forever. After registering our names at the guard house, we went our separate ways. She went to look for E while i went to the girls' canteen to meet up with my buddies.
SuePing,YenTeng was there. I wanted to hug SuePing but i doubt she want it in public so i gave her a little hug then turn to hug YenTeng. Man, i really miss both of them soo much..its like ages since i last met them, though i chat with SuePing in MSN often but nothing meant more then seeing them in person and talking to them.
The juniors were busy with their studies and the gathering was quite short. Man,JiaJun looked soo mature now! soo different from the one that i know last year. ShiYan and KaiSein both looked the same but the way they talked, its soo different, it sounded like they were really grown up.
Noted this is not a critique that meant they were childish before..
i asked for the new creative comic,JiaJun rushed to the seniroom to get it, the girls left as the Seni paper was about to start. i followed ShiYan to the room and saw that students were sitting there starting on their test, so i turned and walked away,JiaJun came running to me with the comic in his hand, i thanked him and he said he got to go for the test too. So i bid him good luck and goodbye.
back at the canteen,it was decided that SuePing,YenTeng and me will go to see ShihShin sing in the choir room at the sports complex. However, i met Pn Chin on the way and i stopped by and have a little chat. She looked younger, maybe because of her new hairstyle?haha..she thought i am studyin in S'pore and i told her i be going there for my Degree course but just then the auntie at the photostating shop interrupted and, thus, ended our conversation.
i rushed to the choir room but met SuePing and YenTeng waiting for me beside the hall. We walked up the stairs. YenTeng asked SuePing to leave us for alwhile as he got some things he wanted to talk to me. So SuePing left and we chatted. am not going to talk about the matters we discussed here because of what we promised,Brothers' honor..haha...
Few minutes later, a disgruntled E called me and asked me to hurry up as she n CY was waiting by the guard house. i told SuePing and YenTeng about it. They were not happy about it and asked me to stay back and accompany them. Thus, i was in a really bad situation. One side was my friends waiting for me to go to Midvalley with them, while on the other side was, one my Sister and,other, my Brother,my best buddies,both i can never live without. man, it was tough..and the next few miss calls did not really help me solve the situation.
In the end, i told my Sister and Brother that i really have to go but i quoted
" both sides are the flesh on my hand"
what should i do?
Soon,another call came and,a very irritated, E lectured me to go n meet them ASAP..so i have literally no choice to leave my Bro n Sis behind and headed for the guard house..
DAMN!!!i hate this..it's not fun doin this..my mood for a movie at Midvalley evaporated immediately after i entered my car. What's more the jam outside CHS was not helping. Both of them were agitated as CY forgotten to ask A,another friend,who's at Midvalley shopping at the time, to get one extra ticket for E's friend. However, i could not really care less about all of this.What i really care was what SuePing and YenTeng think and whether they were seriously mad at me for dumping them..*i knew that they were not too happy about me dumping them though*
Parked at Midvalley's basement and rushed up to the cinema as fast as we could. There we met A n her BF, and CY headed for the popcorn stand to get some drinks n food for the movie. We were watching "Mamma Mia".
Before entering the cinema, i called SuePing and YenTeng. SuePing did not pick up but i manage to speak to YenTeng saying that i am really really REALLY SORRY for dumping them. However, i composed a message full of 'Sorries' and sent to them.
Throughout the movie, all i can think of was, whether am i being forgiven and pray that they will not be soo pissed with me that they would want to severe any connections to me anymore..it really tormented me..
The movie was,actually, really good despite me feeling down. "Mamma Mia" is,sort of like a musical with songs from ABBA. The songs in the movie blended nicely into the plot and each song was an extension of what the character wanted to express in the show without being to mushy and long-winded.
i will leave the movie's review for now but i promise to give it justice soon.
my handphone never left my hands and i kept checking whether did SuePing or YenTeng replied my messages or calls.As the end of the movie approaches, i left the cinema and headed for the washroom with E,CY,A n A'sBF. After that, i called SuePing and YenTeng,again, to apologize.
After seeing E n A'sBF off the KTM, we left Midvalley. i drove A to Taman Jaya. It was pouring after dropping A off at A n W..The journey home was quiet. i did not speak much and CY was changing the songs in my Ipod to her leisure. DAMN,i felt restless.
Upon reaching home, i dropped my stuffs and headed out for dinner with my parents at the nearby steamboat.
..Man,only now i realise how much SuePing and YenTeng actually meant to me..
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